Was just staring at my wall at 3:50 am thinking about the the transient nature of life When you put it into perspective that one day EVERYONE you grew up with, spent time with, or just had the opportunity to enjoy/ hate life with. One day will just disappear physically and spiritually. And EVERYTHING you worked hard for will just also vanish from ur life forever and you don’t even know when that day is and what happens to these things you lost ur mind over to acquire. Maybe after all these years in front of a screen in isolation I prolly realized it’s time to once again pursue a meaningful existence in life before it is too late, I think what I realized is we (as traders, People who work hard with less social interactions, ect) Get too distracted with pursuing deeper aspirations, work, money, responsibilities, ambitions. That we end up being completely disconnected between sense of self and time and just watch our time slip away, and only after realizing what was the sacrifice really actually for if I couldn’t do XYZ thing, or missed XYZ person/ things existence.